Absence

What is wrong with me?  I should be doing school work, but I don't.  What do I do instead?  The answer should be catching up on Fall collections, browsing blogs, reading, or even blogging.   Instead, I sit with my laptop in front of me, on facebook playing games.  Again, what is wrong with me?  Where is my motivation and desire to do what I really like?  I really need to get a fcking reality check, kicked in the butt, slap in the face, and realize what I really truly need to be doing.  Of course, it's school work first though.  I hope from here on out, I will successfully do that.  Step one is to purchase my books.